tookt this off leucine's lj. the hydrophobic valine here couldn't agree any more. 1 more day!
on a more sombre note,
sometimes i feel so irritated
when i mislook opportunities or make wrong decisions,
just wishing i could have better foresight, to make wiser choices that don't leave me all ache-y and angsty at critical moments.
sometimes regret is the worst form of ache, ever
After changing majors seven (yes, seven) times, my dad sat me down and started asking some pointed questions.
Dad: “Why have you gone through every engineering program the school offers?”
Me: “Well, there’s a demand for women in engineering, and I’d make good money?”
Dad: “Do you like engineering?”
Me: “Not really, but I want to make a lot of money?” (Yes, at 19/20, I was seriously interested in making money.)
Dad: “But what is it you really love to do?”
Me: [stumped]
Dad: “Did you really like writing in high school? You seemed to enjoy writing for the newspaper?”
Me: [light bulb starting to flicker]
Dad: “I can’t tell you what to be, but I can tell you that if you’re doing something you love, success and financial security usually follow. When you’re doing something you’re good at and enjoy, people can see that and respond to it.”
Me: [My dad's brilliant.]
In our society driven by pragmatism, such food for thought strikes as somewhat hard to ruminate.sometimes its really important to slow down, ask ourselves, what do we enjoy doing? the answer i realised lies in finding that key balance between pragmatism and passion.
okay back to studying for SATs. ( :
Your parents pissed you off today? Some kids don’t have parents. You hate your teacher? Some people can’t afford an education. You don’t have a car? Some people have to live in their car. You think your food tastes disgusting? Some people can’t afford to eat. You just broke up with your significant other? Tough shit.
Yes, we all have our share of problems and heartaches. However, your trivial trials and tribulations are nothing compared to that of another; really, someone always has it harder than you.
So appreciate what you do have because, honestly, some people are too ungrateful for their own good.
likes this paragraph. holds truth.
i know many spent their last day of the prelims out with their friends. for me, i spent it at home shifting furniture and clearing up the dust at my newly renovated home with my family. that was more than enough for me (:
Love is action - not just words.
Love means that even when you and I are exhausted and can’t wait to sit down and do nothing, we do our work, we serve and we help othersPEACE
i havent' been here for ages. feel like giving this lj a revamp of look.
the past week has been $#%^%$ but hahaha this monotonous drone has been integrated into this period of my life, i've kind of gotten used to this carthatic cycle, reach home, sit down, naptime, wake and refill, catch the 7pm and 9pm chinese dramas, refill more, next morning pour everything out. repeat. though i really miss playing the piano. and my guitar. ):
i really like reading tumblrs. esp loveliketruth. all the inspirational quotes and lovely pictures never fail to strike some sensitive chord. like this
so to all you souls fretting in despair over what happened this past week, fret not. remember, impossible is nothing
or even power paragraphs, like this
“People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that’s bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they’re afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they’re wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It’s all in how you carry it. That’s what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you’re letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.”
“Be soft. Do not let the world make you hard. Do not let the pain make you hate. Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness. Take pride that even though the rest of the world may disagree, you still believe it to be a beautiful place.”

'why only the right side got pattern one.'
HAHAHA.
<3 apollofc. muackies.
“— Unknown
<3
THIAMFRO THIS IS DEDICATED TO YOUUU
burger king plaza sing iceage3 laughing like shit pohting's house pepsi michael jackson tribute the 08s75 way campartying funfunfun (: nobuudynobuudybutYOUUU learning hoedown throwdown. looking forward to sentosa outinggg next sunday. (: im realllly relieved that blocks are over. yay we did it ((((: <3 08s75! never felt so relieved after a hwa chong exam, yet. oh and i was NEAR MY ALMA MATER tdayyyy. PLMGPS :D missed the 60cents kwaychap every wednesday. hahaha. they took down the entire row of trees at the great big field where we would play catching attt. ): hopscotch! :D

“— Ashley Smith
in the midst of all the glamour, hype, and heartful mourning and worshipping of a legendary musical icon who left our worldwith such abruptness, i realised things and picked up epiphanies i never did before - the sheer fascination of the potential manupilation of one conjuring his mere body to do things never thought possible, the compounding and manifestation of such unparalled God-given talent to impact and edify the people ,the uplifting and rising of spirits and positive beliefs, sparking off a catalytic chain of frenzed mania, transcending all ages it knows no boundaries yes, his music is eternal, his spirit always with the hearts of people and fans alike...but one thing struck me the most. As my parents replayed our one and only Michael Jackson MTV LCD (yes, the one and only in case you think i'm a hardcore fan of MJ or sth hahaa im not, pls, i only like billie jean and thriller and..) tonight, as we witnessed this man, recounting his sad, sordid childhood tale, one which spoke of 'no birthdays, no playtime, no christmases', that he spent his time around children - their amazing child-like innocence - which taught him many things he was never able to experience as a child himself, his childhood devoid of what a normal one should be like..

it hit me. the world out there is crying out, for a father's love. a love that never forsakes you, is unconditional, and runs to you, picks you up off when you're all smothered, dirt, grim, wipes at your feet and wipes your tears away. a love that seeks to edify, to heal and to make whole, a love so sacrificial and pure, trying to comprehend it would make one's mind explode...

"I believe in pink, I believe laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day, & I believe in miracles."
-Audrey Hepburn
At that moment, it seemed to him that time stood still, and The Soul of the World surged within him. When he looked into her dark eyes, and saw that her lips were poised between a laugh and silence, he learned the most important part of the language that all the world spoke - the language that everyone on earth was capable of understanding in their heart. It was love. Something older than humanity, more ancient than the desert. Something that exerted the same force whenever two pairs of eyes met, as had theirs here at the well. She smiled, and that was certainly an omen - the omen he had been waiting, without even knowing he was, for all his life. The omen he had sought to find with his sheep and in his books, in the crystals and in the silence of the desert.
It was the pure Language of the World. It required no explanation, just as the universe needs none as it travels through endless time. What the boy felt at that moment was that he was in the presence of the only woman in his life, and that, with no need for words, she recognized the same thing. He was more certain of it than of anything in the world. He had been told by his parents and grandparents that he must fall in love and really know a person before becoming committed. But maybe people who felt that way had never learned the universal language. Because, when you know that language, it's easy to understand that someone in the world awaits you, whether it's in the middle of the desert or in some great city. And when two such people encounter each other, and their eyes meet, the past and the future become unimportant. There is only that moment, and the incredible certainty that everything under the sun has been written by one hand only. It is the hand that evokes love, and creates a twin soul for every person in the world. Without such love, one's dreams would have no meaning.
Maktub, thought the boy.
(Maktub : It is written - Destiny)
back to re-reading the Alchemist by Paul Coelho. love the book, its such a spiritual refreshment. i realised i've gained alot more revelations when reading it now, (yes in the midst of blocks) than compared to reading it in secondary one. (: how could the young mind comprehendth such a deep soul-stirring text then? It’s helped me grow up in some respects & it’s taught me a lot about life. ahhh an exhausting week over (: papers are in Your hands. thank you daddy. went out with nic and larry after math ytd. had lots of fun shopping around/talkingggg. gee we do talk non-stop haha. we need a sleepover at nic's house (: thank you daddy for bringing my precious babes closer (:
I don’t live in either my past or my future. I’m interested only in the present. If you can concentrate always on the present, you’ll be a happy man. Life will be a party for you, a grand festival, because life is the moment we’re living now.

Ordinary riches can be stolen, real riches cannot. In your soul are infinitely precious things that cannot be taken from you.
Oscar WIlde




(i dream of visiting such a beautiful place)
There is no way to peace; peace is the way. AJ Muste 

expect sunshine 

to speak peace to the storms in your life
tumblr is a trove of fascination. (:
do you know how it feels to be wrapped up in a cocoon, a safety blanket so thick, so coddled, you know Love will never let you go?
jiayee said she could see happiness radiating from me today :D haha.
the power of the annointing oil mmmhmm.
i want more than just okay,
this week will be blessed (: thank you Daddy.
today, going back to school for our first blockstest2 paper, i missmy classmates, the people, the company more than anything (:
I've got my hands at redemption's side, whose scars are bigger than these doubts of mine.
loves switchfooot (:
